Recently I have a chance to think about something. That is …. the thing you really want to do in your whole life.

I like painting but I haven’t had time for doing this for a long time, well actually I should say I haven’t made time to do this myself. But what if I have to finish my life now? I would be so disapointed with the thing I haven’t done. Well , that’s the point. I’ve decided to do what I really want to do without hesitation. So I’m trying to make time whenever I can do so.

I’ve started painting, my favorite thing. When I started doing it again, however, I started to do it just like my duty. But actually it turned out I really loved it and it made me feel so comfortable.

I haven’t completed it yet, and I don’t know when I can make it, but I can say one thing. I don’t care about it, and I’m happy while painting. That’s the most important thing.

人生は長いようで、そうでもないかも。　好きなことを先延ばしにしていたら、後悔するかもしれない。それなら、ちょっとずつでいいから毎日どこか時間を見つけてみよう・・。

そう思い立って、大好きな油絵を何年かぶりに再開しました。まだまだ完成には遠いけど、でも、毎日楽しい時間が待ってる・・って思えるのはやっぱり気持ちのいいものです。・・ね。